I am a voyeur in this world. I am now convinced that I've come into it only to observe.
I see people pictures, I read peoples lives and I do nothing. I am nothing special to no one.
How would the world be if my light was snuffed out? Mom and dad would miss me, maybe also LB.......the end.
I was someones world once, I like to think. He was also mine. I never felt more loved. Ever. I miss him. I still love him. But our time passed and he's moved on.
Gawd, I wish there was a stronger wind and this stupid candle would just go the f@ck off. Instead, the wind comes and goes and I flicker, burning myself to nothingness. The fat drops of wax that race down my disapearing taper, the silent tears that roll down my fat cheek. One day, the many rivulets of wax will over run the candle and put the poor smothered flame out of it's misery.
Does this make this the day that darkness prevails?
- Meow
Location:Bed after an interesting Hormonal Day and talk w Lu
